Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Mother's Day

We walked onto the Edmonds-Kingston ferry for a mini adventure on Sunday afternoon. It felt good to get out of bed and do something. I was able to focus on doing what we were doing instead of the amount of pain I was in. The warmth of the sun and the wind in my hair felt amazing. The sound of the waves on the beach was beyond relaxing. It was exactly what I needed. I loved watching everyone find their happiness there. Lily playing in the waves and collecting shells, Martin exploring way down the beach, me soaking up the sun. We were all exhausted by the time we got home but it was SO worth shrugging off our normal Sunday chores. That morning I was also lucky enough to get beautiful flowers, breakfast in bed, a lovely new teapot with some special tea and lots of cards and artwork made by the girls. I was truly spoiled this Mother's Day- for which I am so grateful.  






Friday, May 11, 2012

The Longest Two Weeks EVER

On April 30th I got bad news. The ear infections and burst eardrum turned out to be the least of my issues. I actually have a large Cholesteatoma in my middle ear. It is a non-cancerous cyst that has been growing in my ear for at least several years. Unfortunately, it has already destroyed two "hearing bones" and my sense of taste on the right side. The upside being that it hasn't eaten a hole through my skull and gotten into my brain or paralysed my face. The down side? 1) I am in a lot of pain and 2) I need surgery- very soon.

I've scheduled the surgery for next Friday. As of yesterday I can take no pain medication until the surgery so there won't be interference with the anesthesia. These last two weeks have been the longest EVER. The waiting and waiting- and the knowing. I have a hard time thinking about much else- especially now without any pain medication. I'm holding on by a thread sometimes. I've been keeping myself busy organizing schedules, writing my will and health directive and just overall getting things in place. It helps me feel more in control when I can keep myself busy. Laying in bed at night is more difficult- I find it hard to turn off my thoughts and allow myself to relax.

I don't want to think about the worst case scenario- but in my case it would be irresponsible not to. It has been so incredibly draining...and I know this isn't even the hard part yet. I've been missing out on stuff and haven't enjoyed the nice weather nearly as much as I would like. I'm frustrated and tired and I want it all to be over with already.

I've got support from so many people though and I know they are all there to back me up. It is comforting and strengthening. I can get through it. I've gotten through lots of tough stuff, right?

Send me your happy thoughts if you could : )


Saturday, April 28, 2012

Slideshow

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Kendra's Birthday Party Slideshow...there were just too many fun pictures. Before you hit play...there is music FYI : )


Breaking out







Climbing trees, riding bikes, exploring new parks. Oh, I am so glad for spring! Life is good today.


Monday, April 16, 2012

Kendra's Birthday Party

Sneak Peek at Kendra's Birthday Party on Saturday! The girls had a blast and were so good! Still, Martin and I are so thankful we don't have five kids. So, so thankful. I have lots more pictures but I just haven't had time to go through them all yet.

I can't believe Kendra is seven! She is getting so grown up and independent already. We're very proud of her and all the things she has accomplished this year especially. We are so glad she is making new friends and having so much fun.






Happy 7th Birthday Kendra! We love you very much : )


Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Easter Weekend

Both girls were excited to dye Easter Eggs last week. I don't think we did them last year at all. Neither of them eat the hard boiled eggs too much (one is plenty) so Martin gets lots of Egg Salad sandwiches this week for lunch.

The kit came with some gold paint so they looked metallic and **sparkly** my favorite. Martin made a very nice rainbow one- and he claims he isn't artistic??? I call BS : )

Kendra went with her mom for the weekend so we just had Lily- but still had fun visiting Aunt TT's house Saturday for dinner with family. Then off to Poppa's Sunday for dinner as well.

We did a little egg hunt for Lily at Poppa's. She loved it so much she went and hid all the eggs a second (and third) time to get to do it all over again.  Lily woke up very early Sunday morning at our house and found all the eggs before I got up *but* she didn't actually touch any of them. She just *found* them. Silly girl. Then she told me that the Easter Bunny didn't hide them very well. I'll make sure to let him know for next year.




I've been keeping quite busy with all the stuff we've had going on- and I know we're only going to get busier since the weather is finally taking a turn for the better. It was so nice to be outside on Easter and take in the warm sun and fresh air. We're hoping for a nice summer so we can make sure to have more outdoor adventures.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Birthday Invitation


Kendra is **BEYOND** excited for her birthday. I just hope it will live up to her expectations!





PS. I got another mirror for the girls to have in their room. It lasted one hour. Then it *broke* mysteriously. At least I didn't pay much for it. This is the 2nd mirror Lily has broken in her lifetime. Double bad luck for her!

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Pictures...

Holy smokes...I'm actually crossing things off my list tonight!

A few of the scrapbook pages I made over the weekend:


Martin and the girls had some fun with Auntie Katie while I was gone too...



This and That

Well since I haven't posted in a while- and I haven't taken any pictures in longer I thought I would share just a bit about what we've been up to.


I had a long lovely weekend away at a cabin on the beach on Whidbey Island. It was with some friends scrapbooking all weekend. I really needed a little getaway and I made some good progress on my scrapbooks. Lily's first year is very nearly complete- probably only two pages to go. I also worked on a mini Christmas album and got organized to finish the album of Lily's 4th year. I was going to take pictures last night but I was so tired I fell asleep before I got anything done. The problem with scrapbooking is life happens too fast and I'll never ever catch up...at least I guess I'll never run out of material!

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Three girls, two bathroom mirrors. We're apparently going to have to make a morning schedule. Oy. Or get another mirror...

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Lily has lost several more teeth recently. She's currently missing 3 of the 4 front teeth on the top row and 1 on the bottom front. Apparently now one of her molars is loose. The poor thing is having trouble eating some of her favorites like garlic bread and carrots..too crunchy!

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Kendra's birthday is coming right up on April 14th. We're planning to go to Lynnwood pool with a couple of her friends from school. I made her invitations last week- they are pretty cute so I'll try to post a picture of that one as well. We have kind of a Hawaiian theme going on since we'll be going swimming.

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I'm really excited for the produce stand to open again this weekend. Fruits and veges are so expensive at the grocery store. We'll eat healthier and have more variety going to the fruit stand. When we did the juice diet in the Fall we were able to get a cart full of local fruits and vegetables for a fraction of the cost...hoping we can start making juice again as well and get back on track with dare I say it...exercising???

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I'm still battling an ear infection that started last month. What a pain! So far I've almost completely lost hearing on my right side. Supposedly it should come back when the infection is cleared. Everyone is getting tired of me not being able to hear though. Lily gets so frustrated when I have to ask her to repeat herself especially when we are driving in the car. I can't hear a thing they say from the back seat. So...here's hoping.


I know there is more I just can't think of it at the moment. Hope everyone is doing well : )

Sunday, March 11, 2012

We had some fun too

Heritage night at the Elementary School
Making Milegros

Paper Cranes
 Happy Birthday Martin...the big 3-7! Wahoo!



Crazy Kids...

This is just terrifying...so I had to share the terror, of course.